I've been tagged!!!

Okay this is going to be the longest blog i've ever written so grab some popcorn and sit down for a long explanation of who I am. Feel free to take a break, go to the potty, call a friend but please return. Thanks. Okay here I go:

I AM: very stubborn-in a good way.

I HAVE: the cutest kids and sweetest husband in the world!!

I THINK: everything happens for a reason. I think that life is a test and the answers are given

to us if we listen to the "Teacher."

I KNOW: who I am- and yes I really am that dorky.

I WANT: everyone to be healthy and happy and I try my darndest to make it happen. This is where the control freak in me comes out and I have to use my positive coping skills.

I DISLIKE: tomatoes

I MISS: being a child and playing with my sisters and cleaning the house so we can go to Golden Swirl.

I FEAR: Pretty much everything. Sometimes a good imagination is a bad thing.

I SMELL: Ten times the normal person, it's hard when someone bathes themselves in perfume or when Bubba has a poopy diaper.

I CRAVE: knowledge about things especially the halocaust. I would one day love to go see the concentration camps. I would even settle for the Washington DC museum. I know this sounds weird, but I think it has something to do with my compassion issue.

I CRY: Often and for numerous reasons.

I USUALLY: get very frustrated because I can't express my gratitude and love for people enough.

I WONDER: what will happen in my life every second of my day...at least I find out pretty fast

I REGRET: being too scared to try out for anything in high school. Man, low self-esteem is really the theif of dreams!

I LOVE: pretty much every person I meet. I love all my family a lot.

I CARE: too much...sometimes.

I ALWAYS: get to listen to my husband talk about dirt, wildlife, fishing, politics and his opinion about everything. I think it is so funny that people think that he is so quiet and never talks. I really feel lucky.

I WORRY: that one day my life won't be as awesome as it is now.

I AM NOT: a mean person and I am not a bad person for choosing to take care of my pickin' self once in a while.

I REMEMBER: sitting in our camper when we were little and eating french toast to Hooked on Classics.

I BELIEVE: that the best way we can show others our testimony of the gospel is not always by bearing it, but by wearing it 24/7!!!

I DANCE: with my kids all day long-I am not kidding.

I SING: at a very high pitch in opera at the top of my lungs, my husband loves it!!!

I DON'T ALWAYS: think logically about things, everything is an emotion to me.

I ARGUE: with Rus about his deep love and devotion to hunting

I WRITE: In my journal whenever I go somewhere for a long time like on my mission then I never write in it when I get home- it is very annoying!!

I WIN: Rus at every game I play with him

I LOSE: when I argue with Rus and his deep love and devotion to hunting

I WISH: I thought with my brain sometimes and not always with my heart.

I LISTEN: to some people's life stories and realize who the real heroes are in the world!!

I DON'T UNDERSTAND: why we all just can't get along. It sounds so cliche but I really don't get it.

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: playing with my family or sitting somewhere staring off in space.

I NEED: the Savior, my family and my faith, without them I wouldn't be here.

I FORGET: to turn the light off when I leave a room...amongst other things.

I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT: life and all that it contains.

Now I tag: Steph & Kellie...YOU'RE IT!!